God Can You Hear Me?

Sun 26th Jul 2026

God
I'm broken 
I'm pained
I feel like I'm going to suffocate 
Can you hear me?
Do you still listen to prayers from people like me?

Lord please!
It's the last Time 
And before I notice...
It is half pass nine
That time of the day 
And I've done it again 

I try! I try! I try!
But temptation keep knocking at my door like it knows where I hide
And honestly,
I'm tired of fighting these battles every night.
I'm tired of loosing sight of what is wrong and what is right.

Because, how do I lift my hands in worship 
When these same hands reach for things that pull me away from you.
How do I shout hallelujah in the crowd, when this same mouth has crushed,
This same mouth has demoralized
This same mouth has broken people.

I smile in church everyday 
Quote verses with ease
While my soul is weak
There's is a war inside of me
That nobody sees.

An addiction bringing me down slowly 
A guilt eating my mind wholely

And you know what 
The hardest part is not the sin
It is waking up every morning 
And falling again and again 
Like taking multiple scenes of the same sin
Cycle after cycle 
Pain after pain
Tears after tears
But nothing seems to change 

I fall, I cry , I pray and Repeat 
God I'm tired of this beat
Because how many times can one man fail?
How many prayers can rise and still feel stale?

But somehow....
In the stillness of my strength 
It's a loud cry to you
Before you I stand 
Helpless, vulnerable 
Unworthy is my state
But your love days to me 
Child be bold and come 
Father...Here I am.

And you see... that's what breaks me
Because if I were you, I would have left me already

But if broken things can still be made whole 
If lost people can still come home 

Then  Lord , Hear this prayer from my soul.